challenge day 2

i have been tasked with writing at least once per day for the next 365 days.  this will be harder than I thought.  it is 9pm and i am just getting around to posting.  i came home from the gym, got the kids down (jackson was kind of being an a--hole before bed), hung out with the wife for a little bit, posted on the website for our gym and now this.  we are now in the midst of owning our company outright.  we have to buckle down for the next couple of years and see where this takes us.  i seriously just thought about giving up some 401k money to get things rolling.  i really hate not being able to be in control of certain things.  i also really hate it when people assume things that are not true.  one day i hope to rid myself of the control phobia, but as of right now i still got it pretty bad.  i wish i could see into the future to tell my now self that we will be just fine and all the decisions we are making now are the right ones, or will at least lead us to the right ones.  i think i want to get into the training philosophy stuff before too long.  i mean why do trainers try to force all their clients into a mold of fitness?  what works for one doesn't work for everyone.  let us start there.